{"id":374,"date":"2019-01-09T14:35:53","date_gmt":"2019-01-09T14:35:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/newsletter.niituniversity.in\/?p=374"},"modified":"2019-01-10T07:58:19","modified_gmt":"2019-01-10T07:58:19","slug":"374","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/newsletter.niituniversity.in\/index.php\/2019\/01\/09\/374\/","title":{"rendered":"This fear, I swear"},"content":{"rendered":"

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The fear just crept her so brutally,
\nShe could hardly collect the power
\nTo reunite her thoughts that are real
\nValued to her, to her life..
\nShe’s just crumbling out .,
\nWorn out of all, trending this fear
\nTo rise and rise.
\nShe finds herself weaker day by day,.
\nFor not being accepted, for not
\nDoing the expected, it’s all unknown
\nThe divinity that’s lost,
\nIs unknown for its place.
\nIt’s written in her nerves and the sky
\nOf her heart, the good within self
\nDenies to do it too,
\nDenies to lie within self
\nProvokes the sins altogether,
\nRoughly it sounds to clear anything.
\nShe wasn’t the same person
\nYesterday, today has made it worse
\nDemands have evoked up
\nFor the cause that’s true and genuine
\nFor the reason she is bound,
\nHer wrinkled eyes blink in fear and lies
\nShe has made her hell full,
\nWhere to count more,
\nFor she is unstoppable to this.
\nEven if it’s sad now,
\nShe hopes for a better tomorrow
\nA Happy tomorrow wherein lies
\nThe destruction of the pot,
\nThe enormous wall of pretending it at all.
\nAnd answers the
\nExpected all wrong.Desire runs the path all crossed
\nOpposite to the wicked mind
\nShe has read the books
\nof truth and honesty,
\nShe dies on every word she is lying.
\nShe is destroying herself
\nway hard to get, for no ahead she
\nSees for next.
\nFor no peace she finds while sleep.
\nWriting a song at 12 midnight
\nFor sleep has the dreams harsh of the consequence.
\nShe shouts for help
\nin her talks being silent
\nFor she hopes, there is inner voice in between.
\nHer lies have changed her to an extent,
\nChanged everything she touches
\nHow soulless it gets like that
\nShe tries her shadow to count within her circle, is she going to get that at least?
\nWe wonder, we merely get it as the story.
\nEver made it to reality, it will turn u ruthless\u00a0addict of sin for your sake, I swear.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Shreya Nigam<\/p>\n

B.Tech (2016 \u2013 2020)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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