This fear, I swear

The fear just crept her so brutally,
She could hardly collect the power
To reunite her thoughts that are real
Valued to her, to her life..
She’s just crumbling out .,
Worn out of all, trending this fear
To rise and rise.
She finds herself weaker day by day,.
For not being accepted, for not
Doing the expected, it’s all unknown
The divinity that’s lost,
Is unknown for its place.
It’s written in her nerves and the sky
Of her heart, the good within self
Denies to do it too,
Denies to lie within self
Provokes the sins altogether,
Roughly it sounds to clear anything.
She wasn’t the same person
Yesterday, today has made it worse
Demands have evoked up
For the cause that’s true and genuine
For the reason she is bound,
Her wrinkled eyes blink in fear and lies
She has made her hell full,
Where to count more,
For she is unstoppable to this.
Even if it’s sad now,
She hopes for a better tomorrow
A Happy tomorrow wherein lies
The destruction of the pot,
The enormous wall of pretending it at all.
And answers the
Expected all wrong.Desire runs the path all crossed
Opposite to the wicked mind
She has read the books
of truth and honesty,
She dies on every word she is lying.
She is destroying herself
way hard to get, for no ahead she
Sees for next.
For no peace she finds while sleep.
Writing a song at 12 midnight
For sleep has the dreams harsh of the consequence.
She shouts for help
in her talks being silent
For she hopes, there is inner voice in between.
Her lies have changed her to an extent,
Changed everything she touches
How soulless it gets like that
She tries her shadow to count within her circle, is she going to get that at least?
We wonder, we merely get it as the story.
Ever made it to reality, it will turn u ruthless addict of sin for your sake, I swear.

Shreya Nigam

B.Tech (2016 – 2020)